School's Out for the Summer AND.....
Well, not really...but our homeschool year is winding down and I can't wait for us to be finished and take our nice long summer break. I have been spending hours planning what to purchase for next year. I think it is my favorite part of homeschooling...planning. The big problem is narrowing it all down. I love so many of the things I see in the homeschooling catalogs. I wish I had attended a homeschool conference to see some things hands on...but another year....no conference. I have never been in the 7 years we have been homeschooling. I am sure I won't go next year either as Lord willing, this baby will be nursing then.
This has nothing to do with my above comments or the title but I couldn't let today go by without talking about what Connor did this morning. I sure wish I had a camera ready. Besides taking his diaper off numerous time even sporting it on his head for a bit, he got into my underwear drawer and took out some pantiliners. He then proceeded to stick them to his head and face. If only I wasn't so tired...I'd have a great picture to share. That kid cracks me up every day. I thank God that he blessed us with that little guy. Which leads me to my next thought............
On Thursday I will be having a level II ultrasound. I chose not to have an AFP or any other testing and have even said that I will not have an amniocentisis even if they find soft markers for anything. My main reason for having the scan is to be sure it is safe for this baby to be born in our small unequipped for anything out of the ordinary hospital. I just wonder how I am going to feel about all of this IF they do find anything on Thursday. Even though I love Connor with all my heart and wouldn't change him if I could....why do I worry about what could be wrong with this baby? Is it an issue of trusting God or just human nature. I don't really know and I am just wondering "out loud" here. I guess I got way off my original theme didn't I? LOL!
